had a very long talk with boy...
& made mii realised alot of things...

i was wrong... so wrong all these while...
lost to her... again...

please dont treat mii nicely anymore...

everyone around mii saw thru his lies... except for mii...
but i still cant forget him...

always be my baby...

useless & failure in life...
need a breakthru...

should be better off dead...

hate this world...
cant differentiate dreams & reality...

very sad but cant cry...

how can i change myself?
what to do to make him mine?...

all alone now...