super random piics...

mii with xmas hat at work...

my way home de xmas decorations...

i read de newpapaer article
this man only got 20 sec de memory...
so much more jialat then mii...
so sad...

shawn hse de mahjong...
gim gim (gold gold) de...
~.~

on the way to RP...
saw my favourite plant mimosa...

the comics inside my study table...
~.~

my busy schedule 23/12/08

wake up at 10...
1pm LWM appointment...
meet 乐趣 they all at douby ghaut (spell correct anot ah?) play lan at 3...
they say got new nice game play...
then eat dinner with them...
8pm meet derrick, sky play mahjong...
2 rounds for around 4 hrs...
go back ph (midnight already)...
they got xmas party...
also dunno got people go mah...
~.~

while waiting for you to come back... ... ...

just came back from shawn's hse...

base $20... i won $5.50...

as usual...

sky won the most...

still tell mii dai go de...

~.~

hais...

its the same time over there in hong kong...

bet you're sleeping like a piig...

like how you always do...

are you having fun there?...

the food over there nice?...

how i wish i was there too...

or

how i wish you didnt go...

faster come back lah...

suddenly remember last year...

bervin went malacca for 3 days...

sent him long smses told him i missed him so much...

he couldnt receive it over there...

but to read it once he's back...

he was sweet enough to let mii know once he's back...

even miic called mii that time when he went back home...

cos they missed mii too...

~.~

now i couldnt tell you i miss you...

& you wont let mii know once you're back...

you wont miss mii too...

waiting for you to go there find a lan shop & sent mii sms thru online...

but will you?...

hais...

boy drew these & sent it down to PH for mii...

(so touched... sob)

my favourite anime KHR de characters...

my favourite character Hibari Kyouya!

kamikorosu... hehe

Yamamoto Takeshi...

boy has his hair length now...

Mukuro Rokudo...

the illusionist...

hmmm... can i laminate them?...

these are not enough for my christmas present...

you so stingy lor...

he's leaving in another 16 hrs & 45 mins...

no time for mii to go loyang da be gong to get him a amulet (hu shen fu)...

but just now he say somebody from his family will get them each...

even if i got him 1...

also dunno will he accept it & carry along him...

~.~

please be back safe & sound...

will you miss mii?...

the greatest distance is...

im standing infront of you...

but you dont know that i love you...

lazy to go work...

keep thinking of mapling...

thanks darlingx if you helped mii played some...

woke up 12 plus to go RP reformat com...

reach there at 3 plus...

reformating takes 3 to 4 hrs...

the place close at 5.30...

so cannot repair...

go so far there wasted...

meet mami afte she work...

brought her go swensen eat...

~.~

now i owe my sister more $money$...

sian...

sky jio go play mahjong again on friday...

cannot feel any luck this time...

hais...

need to wake up very early tmr to bring com go repair...

then chions work after that from tmr onwards...

you're leaving on friday...

can you dont go?...

just stay here...

='(

never reply msgs again today...

dunno why suddenly like so sad...

hais...

need maple to un-depress (no such word)...

need to wake up later to go reformat com...

then i can download play le!!!

our lastest creation...

my lastest story...

boy's lastest drawing...

her name is Jun Izumi...

Pure Spring in japanese...

our main character...

with short hair...

nice hor?...

her name: Sumi Takeshi
Blessed Brave in japanese...
i gave the name...
our "bad" character...


hais...
our dream...
its like so far away...
so unrealistic...
will try to make it come true & accomplish it...


want to open a blog for our company & his drawing...
but lazy do the blogskins & to update everyday...
~.~


can you dont go?...
=(


will you get mii something back from hong kong?...
or will you get mii something for christmas?...
god knows...


how much do i actually stand in your heart?...
im sinking deeper...
=(

15th Dec 2008...

after work went home changed bath then off ot meet xiao dii & boy liao...
my hearing & eyesight problem very jialat lor...
boy actually wanted no.14 de ramen... i herad no.4...
in the end ordered the wrong one for him...
even the stall auntie heard boy want no.14 lor...
~.~
& i poured vinegar in my noodles when i wanted soy sauce...
xiao dii day there got write the word "vinegar" on the container...
im blind ~.~

walked to central park & wait for brandon to come...
boy was like shouting "brandon where are you' to the drains...
haha...
& brandon very rich lor...
can cab to boy's hse...

slack slack slack until 4...
saw ma da cia (police car QX) stop near us...
2 ma da walking towards us...
brandon faster threw his ciggs away...
boy off his song...
as we expected...
we kena screening...

that ma da just saw us only use torchlight shine on brandon ask "what are you hidding?'
brandon show him nothing then he like paiseh...
the he go shine on boy say "what are you hidding?"
"you pocket?"
"take out"
"stand up"
in the end he canoot find anything...
stupid ma da you paiseh right...
then the malay ma da ask we all how old & our ic...
told him i never bring...
he say everywhere must bring...
then i shoot him say i scared lost...
that stupid ma da then start asking we still studying mah?...
brandon so honestly tell him he waiting to go back cos he kena sack in school...
then the stupid ma da ask why kena sack... is it he always pontang?...
brandon say yah...
~.~
boy tell him he drop out...
xiao dii say he still studying...
stupid ma da ask where...
xiao dii answer him temasek poly...
i dont see a reason for telling so much things lor...
so by the time he ask mii...
i shoot him say "19 still need to study meh"
then he angry...
ask mii i got attitude problem is it...
some more say why 19 no need to studying...
then i shot back...
"19 compulsory to study meh?"
then he more angry...
say want my parents contact no...
ask mii what my father name...
i say cheng hai ***...
he heard cheng hai... knn
he ask mii how to spell...
the i angry...
his notebook there got write my name still ask mii spell my father surname...
you want play with mii issit... wtf...
then i spell for him "cheng C-H-E-N-H"
then he ask what my father contact no...
i say 9**44**9...
he shoot mii say ' i not robot pls repeat"
then i repeat 9**44**9...
the he say again " i cant catch you"
then want mii repeat...
then i repeat in english nine ** four four ** nine...
he say "i not robot" again...
can see is that stupid ma da playing with mii lor...
even xiao dii can remeber my father de no...
then xiao dii help mii repeat...
supida ma da say " i not asking you"
wtf...
the i repeat the no again slowly...
then he go ask xiao dii they all de parents name & contact no when he say he only want mine..
ma da peng wae...
then ask mii take out my cap...
den dunno look at my head for fuck...
when he ask boy...
boy dont want give his parents name...
boy start to guai lan at that stupid ma da also...
say dont want give parent nam & contact no...
ma da hot...
say want bring by back to division...
boy not scared...
boy took down that stupis ma da's name on a piece of paper in front of him...
that stupid ma da saw then say "toh wee boon" to boy...
then ask us to move away from that pavilion...
then mii & boy very angry liao...
dont want to move from there...
say want wait for that ma da to come back... we guai lan him...
like that lor...

not scared he call my parents lor...
only think that i hai le they all kena ask for names also...
boy say cos he see mii guai lan... he also guai lan to help mii...
for what siia...

dont make mii find out he screen us dont want screen other people in the park also..
& dont let mii find out who the mother fuck complain...
i'll fuck the person & ma da upside down...
& im so going to complain that stupid ma da...
toh wee boon! which hell division are you from?!
at least your malay colleague is so much better!

then xiao dii suggest we go eat mac breakfast.. cos already 4 plus liao...
on the way to mac...
i so angry until want kick the burn joss paper de bin...
but xiao dii stop mii...
then when we want to cross road...
at the traffic light...
i go fist the metal thing beside the light...
1st time i so angry until like that...

after screening & when eating...
we complain complain & complain...
this thing is going to make us complain forever...

hais... boy never answer our calls & reply our msgs again...
dunno what tantrum he throwing today...

more sian de thing is play max tune...
ghost mood or challenge with other people...
i lost all 6 games...
i so lousy...
so sad...

ma das big fuck arh?!
hate ma das in the past...
hate ma das now...
will still hate ma das in the future...

went to darlingx hse to bake cookies today..

process :

ingredients that we bought
mixing everthing together

precious jayden playing a part

dough that looked like shit

cutting the shapes

into the oven!

decorating the well dones

left is mine...

cutting into smaller shapes

nicely done ones...

made 50 plus of them...

packing it up!

*yawn*

3 hrs of sleep before waking for work...

i was dreaming in my dream...

in other words...

i had this dream in my dream...

dreamt when i was dream...

lol ~.~

in this dream of my dream...

you talked to mii in msn...

said something like...

paula(le er) watched the 1st episode of a new anime together...

you were happy with her...

told mii to give you up...

i woke up from my dream's dream...

in my dream...

i hope that wasnt true...

that was just a dream...

then i cried... being scared...

when i really woke up from reality...

i cant believe what i was dreaming...

& i really hope what ever i saw in my dream wasnt true...

no sense

lol

never go work even its double pay...

cleaned house the whole day...

brought mami go 802 eat crab...

she loved it so much...

keep giving praises...

good lah...

reached home not long...

boy msged mii jio mii go eat...

bocs he keep drawing & drawing until didnt realise the time...

called up xiao di...

went mac eat (again)...

super sian lor...

stupid boy still dunno when he leaving & coming back...

irritating...

new blogskin!

nice?

not bad hor?

XD

but still figuring how about the music...

hehe

just when i was wondering when i can see him...

there i was...

accompanying him to buy things at tm...

walking round & round popular...

he bought alot of things lor...

spent $39.80 on art materials...

paper... pens... rulers etc etc...

& he bought a new GAMING keyboard + mouse for $32...

waste $ching$ $ching$...

~.~

customers were all actually nice until...

that stupid black customer argue with mii bcos of a stupid seat...

go die larh...

working enviroment was very nice too until...

stupid staffs being very stupid & disobdient...

overall night was happy until...

stupid rider from miic's side with no manners...

super sian lor...

politics in TMPH...

thats what da ge hunt says...

~.~

when are you leaving?

*no reply*

when are you coming back?

*dunno*

are you coming back to celebrate christmas?

*dunno*

hais...

already decided what to buy for you...

so pls come back early...

im scared i'll forget how you look like...

T_T

hais...

fever today...

msged 小弟say i cannot go work today...

sian...

took medicine & went back sleep...

until 5...

darlingx call mii say interchange there opened 1 new beauty salon...

promotion facial for only $10...

i very interested...

but lazy go...

see next time i walk past there still got promo lorh...

hais...

dunno mami's & my sister's 8 字 clash is it...

always quarrel...

today quarrel bcos of the tv's volume...

~.~

then mami say rash words like dont need buy her present...

no need bring her go eat to celebrate her birthday...

what can i do...

sit there keep quiet only lorh...

meet to go derrick's hse play mahjong...

sorry to kept them waiting under my blk... hehe

with darlingx derrick bennii...

& i got to know 2 new friends today...

1 is Sky...

SP bike... a fun sociable guy...

the other call Edwin...

scrambler bike...

he have a common interest as mii!

is watch anime & read manga...

but the genre very different...

~.~

he very poor thing lorh...
we jio him go play mahjong...
end up benni want to play then he can only use derrick's laptop...

then go home very early without even touching the mahjong tiles...

halfway of the game...

dunno who start to say hungry...

end up everybody hungry...

order mac...

owe bennii more $ching$ $ching$...

hais...

with bennii's beginner's luck...

i lost alot...

1st time lose so much de lor...

super sian...

bennii won so much lor...

but he splited the winnings with darlingx...

thank you so muchie for helping mii clearing some of my bennii's debt!

i love you so much!

muacks!

& sorry to drag the time until you go home so late...

just reached home...

Sky sent mii back...

thanks...

we never talk on my way home...

until near my hse he ask

"turn here arh?"

&

"bye bye... see you next friday"

gonna recover back my losses next friday!

no more fever le!

hais...

why isnt KHR out today?...

wonder when can i see you again...

im finally back to normal! hehe...

rain so heavy still need to rush to PH do work...
jeans drenched when i reach...
sian...

trained 2 new staffs today...
1 was actually a head prefect in his school...
wonder why he come here work...
did next week's roster...
so headache lor...
govt's new stupid rule...
did a new hire...
dont like the girl...
can i sack her?...
hmmm...

end up too many staffs...
no need for mii to work...
went to play max tune...
play 2 games lost 2 games...
sian...

bao beii kayden... haha...

like after 1 week...

i finally got to see him...

was so happy that he agreed to come down!

my worries are all gone!

i was really thinking too much...

still cant play maple at home...

say bring my com go your house repair for mii...

dunno you mean it de mah...

hais...

dunno when i can see him again...

going hongkong until 20+ then come back...

=(

cant wait for later...

hope it the result can be very obvious...

hehe...

i wasnt thinking too much...

it was true...

you thank mii in the smses you replied...

talked to mii like i was just some ordinary friend to you...

maybe i was to you all along...

but it shouldnt be like this!!!

it shouldnt be this way...

even xiao di says so...

its different...

why dont you just admit it?...

you're difting very far away...

although i dont love you...

but it still doesnt feel good this way...

to forget you its actually kind of easy...

but this time i dont want to...

i regret for what i did...

really regretted it...

please forgive mii...

please dont forget mii...

T_T

we finaly contacted...

but i dont feel happy at all...

it felt so weird...

not so friendly...

not like the past...

its not the real you...

things changed...

our relationship changed...