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❤ vanilla ❤ silyut ❤
that girl



sylvia

tmph supervisor
crybaby
super racist & countrist
loves: manga, anime
mahjong
mashi maro
mamee mee
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Friday, August 29, 2008
what feeling is this?...

do you think you of him any time of the day?...

yes

do you wish to have him with you every where?...

yes

do you get jealous because of him?...

yes

do you get unreasonable because of him?...

yes

do you care about the words he said?...

yes

that means doom...

because you're in love...
her memory was written @ 05:33

Thursday, August 28, 2008
hong kong dramas...

dont know whether is it mii or the dramas...

is it too touching untill i always sob while watching...
or is it mii being too emotional...

especially these 2 hong kong dramas (they're and favourite too)...




this is series 2...

with the same cast but 2 different touching stories...

both are talking about conflicts within rich family...

although sounds a lil' bit unrealistic...

but i think its so much better then local drama...

her memory was written @ 04:03

Monday, August 25, 2008
night tour...

got the sudden urge of playing arcade...
so mii boy & yi went to parklane in the middle of the night...

but the place closes at 2...

then we went on walking around esplande...

and took some of these nice pictures...





this is from the decorated tree at lau pa sat...
her memory was written @ 07:36

Wednesday, August 20, 2008
for my precious...

today's my precious jayden's 2nd birthday...

your precious place in my heart wont be replaced de...

sorry gan ma no money buy present for you...
but this clip below...

is specially found for you...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

her memory was written @ 07:15

没有杨喆的第一天...

the first time after so long... im working without you...

all this shouldnt happen...

i think of you...

in the midst of keying order...
remind mii of how you complain that i always key wrong hawa as veggie...
and how you always clear my "shit"

halfway i wipe 203 table...
remind mii of how you tease mii of how i wipe that table...
like sawing...

and when i saw es use your name tag...
remind mii of how you worked wearing staff's uniform...

on my way to coffeeshop...
the path we used to take together...
how much laughter we had through out...

no more... not anymore...

until then, then i actually realised that my feelings for lqh was just nothing...

HATE JOHN LOCK

give mii back michael...
(ba michael huan gei wo)
her memory was written @ 07:01

Tuesday, August 19, 2008
o.O

course was dismissed earlier then i expected...
but it wasnt something to happy for mii and ayi...

because...

we're riding bike!!! T_T

needless to say... we reach tampines... drenched...
went back ph cos jx say he waiting for us...
shui zhi dao... he still there, havent leave yet...

"go eat leh... i hungry..." i say...

so mii him jx and ayi went to 201 there de malay coffeshop eat...
we sat there for around 3 hrs bah...
eat... chit chat... laugh...

he say "he never laugh this heartily or 7 8 years le"...

i agree...

you know what?!

he saw his photo as my wallpaper!
a little bit pai seh lah...
but never mind... he also knows how i feel for him...

haiz...

the feedback i sent... it dosent help as expected...

what needs to be happen... will happen...
her memory was written @ 06:20

Sunday, August 17, 2008

my greatest fears are always finally here.

he's leaving... and im crying.

will there be any miracle?...

"theres no miracle!" he said...
her memory was written @ 13:36

Friday, August 15, 2008
a very interesting mv...

>
her memory was written @ 04:15

Sunday, August 10, 2008
only you...

i'll try to put more english entries...

just for you...

cindy
her memory was written @ 06:03

Monday, August 4, 2008
猪的感人爱情故事。。。

晚上公猪总是为母猪守夜,生怕主人乘他们熟睡时把母猪拉出去宰了。
日子一天天地过去,母猪日渐长胖,而公猪则一天天瘦下去。

有一天,公猪突然听见主人在跟屠夫商量,要把长势见好的母猪杀了给卖掉,公猪伤心至极。
于是从那天开始公猪性情大变,每当主人送吃的时候,公猪总抢上去把东西吃的一干二净,每天吃好后便躺下大睡,并且告诉母猪,现在换做她来守夜,如果他发现她没有守夜的话,就再也不理她。

渐渐的日子一天天过去,母猪觉得公猪越来越不在乎她,母猪失望了,而公猪还是若无其事地过着安乐日子。
很快一个月过去了,主人带着屠夫来到猪圈,他发现一个月前肥肥壮壮的母猪瘦的没剩多少肉,而公猪则长的油光。
这时的公猪拼命的奔跑,想引起主人的注意,表明他是头健康的猪。终于,屠夫把公猪拖走了。

在拖出猪圈的那一刻,公猪朝着母猪笑着说:“以后别吃这么多!”

母猪伤心欲绝,拼命的冲出去,但圈门被主人关上了,隔着栅栏,母猪看着闪着泪光的公猪。

那晚,母猪望着主人一家开心地吃着猪肉,母猪伤心地躺倒在以前公猪每天睡的地方,突然她发现墙上有行字:“如果爱无法用言语来表达,我愿意用生命来证明!”
her memory was written @ 02:24

我曾这样的爱过你

20年前,16岁的我初尝到了初恋的味道。那天,我的身份是这个班级的插班生。这个学校的成绩在市里不算好,但我父母只是普通工人,没能力为我求到一个更好的学习环境。学习成绩优异以一种很灰的心情加入了这个集体,直到我认识了他。
他身材颀长,鼻梁很高,躲在近视镜片后是两只含笑的眼睛。那天,当数学老师宣布数学测试我是第一名时,就在我抬头的那一刻,我看到了他的笑,那个笑容,就深深的收藏在我的心里了。

从那次测试开始,我的座位就被调整了,就在他身边。那是个重视分数的年代。坐在他旁边,我感觉到了旁边时不时传来的温热的目光。我闭上了眼睛-----外面春暖花开,鸟语花香。

50厘米宽的过道,并不能阻挡住两颗年轻的心,我们讨论着学习,笑谈着人生,那时开始,我才知道他也只是一个插班生。

我和他依然是班里的佼佼者,成绩不分上下。而我心里,也同样是千树万树梨花开。因为我的日记里,全是一个人的名字,写的全是这个名字的种种。

但谁能阻挡我的喜欢?我就这样放肆的爱着!每天我会提早回到座位,只为了等到他的回来,在入门时那会心的对视。但如果他有事请假,我就会那样的不安。只要他出现在篮球场上,我就会停留在走廊,远远的看着他娇健的身影,犹如一只雄鹰!

90年的夏天,我们都考上了中专,只是在不同的城市。毕业册上,全班的留言,唯独没有他的!而他的留言册,也没有我的笔迹。

拿着全班同学的毕业合照,我只看到了一个人,那就是他。我不知道我们彼此为什么不留言,但在走出校门的那一刻,我的心痛得碎了!

在新的一个学习环境里,我依然如常的继续我的求学生涯。在那个充满痛苦与绝望的日子里,我似乎把自己练成了百毒不侵,直到那封信的出现!

他的信来得那么的突然,让我措手不及!

他的信是由一个陌生人寄来的,那是他的同桌。他的同桌说他旧病复发,停学一年,己回家休养。同桌在帮他收拾东西时,发现了他写下的十多封同一地址,却没寄出的信,于是帮他全部寄来了。

我内心如五雷轰顶,刹那间,一声惊雷告诉我一个事实:他从未忘记以往的一切!当我在绝望痛苦的同时,他也在苦苦煎熬!不仅精神上,还有肉体上!

当我出现在他家时,我依然无法平复我的心情。我要告诉他:无论发生什么事,我都愿与他一同分担。

一个更大的意外把我的心打乱了。他不愿见我!我哭了,拍打着他的房门,哭求他开门。然而,回答我的是一个曾在我梦里出现无数次现今却冷冰冰的声音:你走吧,以后也不要再来!妈妈,她再来,我便不吃药!他妈妈泪流满脸,小声哀求我:你们的事我都知道。回去吧,别让我为难了!

那天下着大雨,我独自在雨中走着,一边走一边掉眼泪,我不知道我该走向何方!寒冷的雨水打得我的脸针一样的痛,和着泪水在我的脸上纵贯驰骋!

那个冬天很长,长得好像永远也走不过。我不敢再上他家,真怕他真的不吃药。他是个说到做到的人。我把他的信一封一封的看了又看,读了又读,直到我可以倒背如流,我还是每天都看着!那信里的言词让我心跳,让我心痛!

无数次,我特意在他家人楼下经过,期待着街中的偶遇,或是他在阳台上的健影!有时我会情不自禁的顺着他家的楼梯向上走,却在听到脚步声时,又匆忙逃离。那年的冬天,我像个傻子!

几年后,同学聚会,我提前问同学,参加者的名单。她说了很多,而我只为了听一个人的名字,果然有他!

他变了,从前挺拨的,潇脱的身材,现在成了名符其实的大胖子了,只是那眼神,还是那样的令我陶醉!我开始有点明白他为什么不见我了。

后来一个同学告诉我:一向善言的他那晚一言不发,醉了........

又过了两年,还是个下着大雨的冬天,我收到了一个大包裹。里面是他这几年的日记和他一直都写给我却没寄出的信........................

他走了,心脏病。走时只有20多岁,未婚,也没真正拍过拖................

他临走前跟他妈妈说:把他的日记和信寄给我,他要我知道:我的爱从来都不是孤独的........................

her memory was written @ 02:12